1. 11 months ago 

    Frozen

    Parts 1 memoir   very rough rough 

    shes lost. I havent heard from her in it seems like forever. shes layed encased with glass .blood pumping by force. poison injected by force. She didn’t choose this life. They can’t know the horror permiated into a constant furror on her forehead. The only line. Baby girl is stalled in time. Not a day over 16, As the strecher wheels in and yet another procedure beings , the nice lady nurse say ” oh honey you must miss your school friends.” Funny thing is I do. But they all had proms and parties. They all got an education , co-workers. vacations, hikes. concerts.brunch. Horrific things have happened. I have been hurt. Torn apart and destroyed in ways most people don’t have to fathom but the most profoundly devastating is the time. In the last 12 months I spent the last nine laying in a hospital bed wasting away. Some nights I’d scream. Viscaral agony not from my desiase but for the sheer terror of being trapped in a a body that has stolen everything I ever loved. Raped me of everything I had, my brightness my life my fight and then left me discarded. A bird with a ripped wing who can’t fly must yet defend. I wish you knew what it was to walk up praying this will be the day but today wasn’t the day. My heart aches intender defeat that those I love wont ever know I wanted to be there but I don’t even know where I am. Birds with broken wings must pray for safety but that is all. I am in a nameless city and everyone thinks I made a choice and I didn’t. My body does not allow me the luxury of choice. Maybe someday they’ll find a cure for mending wings and I’ll make it home and regain my things. 

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    another hollywood good girl god she’d be stunning with some tragedy in those eyes

    another hollywood good girl god she’d be stunning with some tragedy in those eyes

     
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